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Innocent Wish

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Hey, could you wait a minute?
(I've got something that I gotta tell you)
I only want to spend some time with you.
(Where have you been all my life?)

When you take your eyes from me.
Just how much I wish you and I could be.
Why can't you see, just how blind can you be?
Someday you'll see just how much you mean to me.

As I watch you pass,
And see that smile, 
Feel my heartbeat racing fast.
You make my life worthwhile.

Lovin' you is more than just a day-dream
And everything that I do is out of lovin' you
every time we meet,
I'm that much more in love with you.

I often tell myself that we could be more than just friends
I know you think that if we move too soon it would all end.
How can I show you I'm glad I got to know you?
What I'd do to make you mine...

I want to kiss you in Paris,
I want to hold your hand in Rome,
Everywhere I'd be, I'd be with you 
Everything I'd do, I'd do for you 
passion on the run,
Chasing love up against the sun.

(After all this time 
I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you.)

It's like I'm screaming, and no one can hear
How could someone be that important,
That without them, I feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much this hurts.

Ain't no lovin' look in your eyes when I reach for you.
My hands are shakin',
Don't let my heart keep breaking.

Save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
I need love now, more then before
I can hardly carry on anymore.

My heart doesn't have the budget,
But I'll always want you.
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny it,
But I've gotta let go of you.

Let me live this fantasy,
Or may this end in tragedy...
This is a mashup of SOOOO many differint songs I can't even-:iconflailplz: (try to guess all the songs!)
(It also has a few of my own lines mixed in as well)

But.... This is how I feel for him... I don't think it'll just "go away" like a simple crush... I-I just, how do I put it... I feel normal, free, myself, even "cured" in a way... Around him I don't get anxiety/panic attacks, I actually feel comfortable interacting with people with him, I haven't even once had scuicidal ideation in the months we've been hanging out... the only time I've even cried myself to sleep in this time-span was when he turned me down for Homecoming... I actually feel HUMAN when I'm with him; not like some freak... 
I guess my whole point with this is that I just needed to get some of this out of my system; though if it actually helped is debatable... 
*sigh* I'm just a hopless romantic, aren't I?
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dressedingold's avatar
this is such a great idea and I could guess a few of the songs, though not all of them. Anyways really great write :)